AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
ok. now that the freakout session (for the day) is out of my system, hopefully the shock will wear off soon...so...i'm in BUDAPEST...yah I am...WOW...that is all i can really think right now...what a different place and of course i initially had 2 zillion thoughts sprint through my mind asking "why are you doing this again?" and "where exactly are you?"...but after actually taking a breath and letting the oxygen flow into my brain again I realize how AMAZING this experience is going to be. "Of course you must step out of your box inorder to get anything out of this experience" i tell myself but oh how much easier said than done that is, this is no typical university and these are not typical people, they are those who want to be involved with bettering this world and they sure are serious about it, thats a little intimidating considering while we are all sitting in a circle debating, i can't seem to keep my mind off the last guy i kissed..looks like i have some work to do...but I AM serious about this, I just dont know how serious to be because this is all so new and so unfamiliar..i know, really there is nothing to complain about, but i feel just so NAKED is the word i am looking for i think...just exposed and it is just me there, not my old college, not my parents, not friends, just me. and i'm scared, so sue me...I sit down in a small room used for wireless internet and proceed to work my savvy charm upon everyone within seeing distance. it is starting to feel better already.
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